Gonna Be Worth It.....

We were walking fast down the hall....the OR doors opened and I remember Mike asking them to stop for a minute before they took me inside. He would be allowed in once everything and everyone were ready. He kissed me, told me he loved me, and said he would be right there. IT'S GONNA BE WORTH IT..... I was lifted from my bed to the OR table and then set up sitting sideways off the bed.  I was curled up in a ball, my nurse was holding my shoulders, almost like a hug, as the spinal block was put in. I prayed to God to not worry about me, but please, Lord, save my child. IT'S GONNA BE WORTH IT..... I remember my left leg randomly "jumping" and they knew the spinal was working.  I went completely numb immediately,  I was laid back on the bed.  I remember hearing all the nurses and doctors counting....they were counting their instruments before they started. IT'S GONNA BE WORTH IT ALL.....
Mike was then by my side.  He was absolutely amazing!   I was nauseous, so an alcohol wipe was tucked under my oxygen line at my nose. Much better. 
And then this song started in my head.   I have heard this song maybe three times my whole life, but somehow in that moment, I knew every word.  It must have been God singing to me!  IT'S GONNA BE WORTH IT ALL.....